change change change

well i started my new job officially. i think i have these checkpoints in my life that are SO difficult. i am so overwhelmed with everything. not to mention when it rains --- in my life -- it down pours!

disney. the mission. college. huge things in my life that have changed me tremendously, all started with this feeling of inadequacy. but yet in the end i grew so much from those experiences.

and so i start my new job. i have many feeling of that inadequacy, and then other things in my life, have made me feel so alone. (not crying for sympathy --promise)

then i realized, took a step back. its ok. life it is going to be ok, not easy, but ok. i have those TRUE friends, and siblings, and parents, that have really lifted me up, and instilled hope back into my life.

and so again. i begin this new journey, knowing that the Lord WILL take care of me, and i KNOW that he is preparing me for something great, one day.

i'm back to being me. i am struggling, but i am happy, and i am ready to be me again!