sometimes it just hits me

i am not really sure what is with me lately. but there have been several scenes i just cry!

and then i realized that there was an underlying theme.. friends. this is probably my gazillionth post about friends, but i cannot help but be reminded daily of the AMAZING friends i have in my life.

sometimes, about 85% of the time, i find myself struggling to make new friends, cause i have such GOOD friends already. i don't need anymore.

i would do anything for my friends. i got a call from a friend who was in the hospital, and all i wanted to do was fly across the country and take care of her. or another friend is going through a lot of struggle and change in her life. can't i just spend a week with her baking, decorating cakes, and scrap-booking like old times. several friends who are pregnant, getting married, moving, raising kids, or maybe its me who just needs good gospel chat with a friend who understands what i have gone through and am going through. i just want to be there for them.

someone asked me what my dream is... some might think this is a lame dream, but i my dream is to be able to have the means to take care of my friends where ever they are, with whatever they need.

this clip --- andy is talking about woody, it melts my heart. (i am laughing to myself) but that is how i feel about my friends, they are always there for me, taking care of me.


and this clip... haha its MICHAEL SCOTT.. and i cried! haha. but i know i am not saying goodbye, but i MISS my friends... i wish i was close to them --- and i guess this made me think of each time we had to part ways, for the time being. i have some of the best friends in the world.


THANK YOU --- to all of my true friends. i've really become who i am because of you. cheezy i know.. but i feel this song so accurately depicts me friends.



here is the full song --