mornings

i am a morning person. you get me out past midnight without my eyes being heavy, and me being totally out of it. i'm not the greatest company after midnight/1AM.

i don't know what it is about the morning - but i feel so much hope and courage, i really honestly feel like i could conquer the world! as i drive into work each morning, i only have a 20 min commute - but i have the music on - which for some reason 90% of the time just pumps me up for the day no matter what song it is - and i just think of all the things i can do, should do, will do! i think it helps a lot to that i feel like i look presentable too! my makeup is fresh, my hair is exactly they way i want it to be. its just me and the open road.

i play out conversations i want to have in my head. i plan what i want to do with my life. i think about what i need to do to reach my goals. i am just SO full of COURAGE and AMBITION at 7AM in the morning.

and this feeling goes for about 30-45 min once i get into work -- and the for some reason once 5PM rolls around, i get back into my car, and suddenly all that courage and hope definitely isn't as strong as it was 8 hours before.

if only i could keep that courage and hope that i have at 7AM all day long -- more specifically between the hours of 5PM-10PM usually that seems to be when the hope and courage are needed the most.

but for whatever time i can get that feeling, i'll take it. it really makes me look forward to each morning. puts a smile on my face!